
Texans' Al-Shaair says ban left him in 'dark place'
Houston Texans linebacker Azeez Al-Shaair says he was in a "really dark place" after he was suspended for three games for his hit on Jacksonville's Trevor Lawrence that left the quarterback with a concussion.
"I really had a moment of, there's no way I can go out and play football again if this is how people that I work with view me," Al-Shaair said.
He said Runyan told him that he was watching the play and the ensuing melee when he wrote the letter and that he was referring only to those moments and not his entire career in his comments about his sportsmanship.
"But the way he typed it, he said got obviously taken out of context," Al-Shaair said. "I clearly made a mistake (and) the reason why he typed something, which ended up being taken out of context as a mistake, is because I did something that was obviously not right, me taking my helmet off and me starting another brawl ... wasn't right.