aj. said:
Whatever TC.
While I'm not a utopian dreamer, I am a football fan - have been for a good while - and I'm going to continue to watch football and football players, and talk about football and football players, like football fans do. I'm not going to wait for the quote sheets to be handed out by media relations before I say and write what I feel, what I see, and what I sense.
The only thing I'd like to ask is that you exercise equal opportunity criticism of fans on this message board who dare to say anything negative about the Texans, even if it might be - god forbid - speculative.
I'd like you to PM me if you have a problem with what I post so we can handle this offline and not continue to waste megabytes of space, and waste people's time on things that aren't related to important stuff like training camp news, etc.
Look, AJ, and everyone.
I am not trying to berate anyone, and especially AJ in particular, someone whose opinion and writing, I very much enjoy reading and someone I enjoy talking with. I don't have a problem with anyone. Life is too short and precious to be busted up about something that is fun.
And yes, I often take the role of questioning opinions on the MB both positive and negative about players, coaches, schemes, whatever. Often threads become exercises in group think.
Sometimes a lot of the things said on the message board are so ridiculous that if I questioned everything here that didn't seem to have any factual basis, I'd spend more time here than I already do. I've questioned AJ before and tons of others. Just because I want to try to figure out what the deal is.
I respect AJs opinions of stuff, and just wanted to know what they were based on.
I was just wanting to know what he was basing his observation that TJ looked "lifeless, sluggish and unmotivated?" That was it.
The fact that he is not reacting when coaches are chewing on him could be that he is hot or focused or serious or taking correction or dreaming about food, or lifeless, sluggish and unmotivated. It just seemed like a pretty harsh interpretation of stuff based on the observation of some poor drills and not reacting to getting chewed on. I wanted to know if there was more to that.
Really I don't want to make this a deal. Saying stuff over the internet is always up for misinterpretation of tone and intent and meaning, and I'm cool with everyone.
P.S. BTW, being a Utopian Dreamer shouldn't be seen as a bad thing. Just in the worst of the worst of last year, in the most empty of a big stadium, when I wouldn't have anyone sitting around me for rows, watching some really miserable product, all I could think of is how fine it would be for the stadium to be packed. Packed with fans cheering for the team.
And the team actually looking and performing like a real NFL team. That it would be fun to watch the team. Not just watching them to see glimpses of development and lots of regression. But to ENJOY watching something that was working. And picturing what the playoffs would look like. And being a part of that.
I went to the Big 12 championship and it was just amazing to see so many people cheering the team, so loud, all wearing the colors and just thinking I am so ready to see the Texans succeed. Reliant has been loud for the Texans in the past, but I'm talking about destroying the other team loud, being a great team loud.
And just thinking of how difficult that would be for them to get there. It is so much easier to fail in the NFL than to succeed.
So, in the midst of knowing what the reality is, and how hard and sometimes ugly it can be and immersing myself in it, the thing that keeps me going is the the dream of better times. That someday it is going to happen, and I will have had the privilege of seeing it from the beginning.
So yeah, last season made me self-identify as "Utopian Dreamer." You can interpret that as being rah rah, cheerleader, Miss Merry Sunshine, self-delusional, naive or any number of things but that is not where it comes from. It comes from wanting the team to succeed so badly that I wish I could put on gear myself and hit somebody. Real football.
The team isn't ready, but I sure am ready for the season to start.
