OK guys/gals, you know that I don't have a long history of complaining about this team. I have tried over the past few seasons to try to find the positive, whatever that may be, and I have still managed to find a few bright spots this season. I have seen us making some marginal improvements from last season to this point and I am happy for those. Yesterday, however, was a low spot for me as a fan. It was the first time since watching every Texan game that they have played that I didn't get overly angry that they lost. What does that mean? Does it mean that I have gotten complacent with having a crappy team or does it mean that you expect them to lose on a weekly basis? I don't know what it means, but it bothers me to be at the point where I expect them to play poorly and when they lose I tell myself that I knew it was coming. The sad thing is, I told myself last night that if I am feeling this way, there has to be many more fans feeling the exact same thing. I can't put these losses on one person. It has been a team effort to play as badly as we have this year. Talent problems? Maybe. Execution problems? Perhaps. I'm not going anywhere, or threatening to no longer be a fan. That's just retarded IMHO. I am saying that I do not enjoy having an empty feeling about a team that I am passionate about because once that feeling is gone for good.....there is no more passion and they become just another team. I am not a Houston Team homer. I could care less about the Astros, Rockets, or any other team we have. I live for the 6 months out of the year that I get to root for my Texans, but it is getting harder and harder to watch these games unfold. That's it....that's all I wanted to say. I just needed a place to vent and get that off of my chest. I'll try not to bring that up again and hopefully I won't have to in the future.